permanent

It's my first blog. I have nothing else to do on a Friday night, so I made one of these.
I like to complain, so why not do it in the form of an organized blog?
I probably would have made one a while ago, but I felt that it would be too permanent. For two months, every friday or saturday night I would type in blogger.com. I'd think " I am going to make a blog, here I go." I'd press the sign up button, put in all of my information (name, email, etc.), and press continue. Then I would be faced with Step 2, in which I was asked to create a URL and title. I'd spend anywhere from 15 to an hour trying to come up with something witty and personal. Sometimes, I'd be somewhat satisfied with a mediocre answer to my title or URL. As I would type in the letters, I'd exit out my tabs.
It all felt to permanent. I mean, this is a good mark, MY mark on the internet. I wanted this to be good. But I am really bad with decisions and permanent things.
This is why I still haven't put in a personalized URL for my myspace. :/

Christmas is cominggg. This thought just popped in my head as I looked at the Christmas tree in our living room. It's not decorated. It's not standing. It's not even untied or feathered out.
I wonder how long it will be until the Christmas tree is decorated.

My family is finally celebrating Kwanzaa this year! :)
I can celebrate being black by lighting candles the color of African flags. I am really, really excited.

Today is a really good day, because it is the first day of winter break. I am going to celebrate by watching the movie Sid and Nancy.