Sex is the scariest thing in the world to me. Guys aren't scary to me. Relationships aren't scary. Love isn't scary.
Sex is scary. Sex Sex Sex Sex
Overall, it's just a disgusting and ugly word. Something about just isn't appealing to me.
I don't want to have sex. At all.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Yes,
It's been a while.
I guess I'm a senior or something. I just feel like an old junior, though. I realize that I'm old when I find myself looking around for the seniors (class of 2009) from last year. And then again, I realize they have all graduated. It's a truly odd feeling to know that you are experiencing the last of something. I will never be in high school again after this year.
Life has been different lately. I haven't been percieving it as this huge thing where you can either pass or FAIL. Recently I have taken it as a huge wonder. Something where you have to experience everything, and it takes a lot more than a transcript or a club memberships to determine whether you pass or fail. Sink or swim.
I'd like to say that I'm doing the Butterfly Stroke. I think that's the hardest one. Right?
Well, if it is- then I'm doing it. I've been managing quite beautifully. I've been doing what I want, living on the edge. Well not too much. More like a yard or two from the edge. Nevertheless still risky. Risque.
And I still have been incredibly focused. More so than usual. It is still early though.
Hopefully I won't be dog- paddling by the end of first semester.
I just want to be successful.
I guess I'm a senior or something. I just feel like an old junior, though. I realize that I'm old when I find myself looking around for the seniors (class of 2009) from last year. And then again, I realize they have all graduated. It's a truly odd feeling to know that you are experiencing the last of something. I will never be in high school again after this year.
Life has been different lately. I haven't been percieving it as this huge thing where you can either pass or FAIL. Recently I have taken it as a huge wonder. Something where you have to experience everything, and it takes a lot more than a transcript or a club memberships to determine whether you pass or fail. Sink or swim.
I'd like to say that I'm doing the Butterfly Stroke. I think that's the hardest one. Right?
Well, if it is- then I'm doing it. I've been managing quite beautifully. I've been doing what I want, living on the edge. Well not too much. More like a yard or two from the edge. Nevertheless still risky. Risque.
And I still have been incredibly focused. More so than usual. It is still early though.
Hopefully I won't be dog- paddling by the end of first semester.
I just want to be successful.
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