love song

So this is it.
I could think of 100 reasons on the spot why we'd be the best couple ever. But, how is this going to work? I doubt it will ever happen.
I could say that I am really glad we are just friends, but I'd be lying. I want more.
I feel like we are the same person, but different, and then the same again. I could try telling you how I feel, but I'm a coward. And I'm really awkward. And then if that does go as planned, like the whole liking each other back thing, then what? What happens when we "fall out of like"? Are we still the same as before, or all weird?
I'm just not good in general with the whole being girly and liking a guy thing. I don't know how to act "cute" or flirt. It's probably my downfall. I also don't know how to be a girlfriend. PDA scares me sometimes and communication is sometimes over- complicated or over- simplified. But I sense that you'd be the same way too.
I am just very intellectually attracted to you. The fact that I can carry on a intellectually stimulating conversation with you is really attractive. I also really like the fact that I can carry on a conversation with you that would scare most, but is entertained by you.
But the men I like don't make a move first. They really don't. Maybe once they did, yes once I believe.
I probably couldn't even begin to describe how typical this situation is.
It's not uncommon in my life for the things, places, people, relations, and feelings I want to be inaccessible.
Typical.